Monday, September 22, 2008

it is heavenly....

i am lying flat on the ground. my head cosily resting on the floor. i am relaxing. my mind is slowly tresspassing the lines of conciousness and i am about to enter the sub-concious stage. (you never know when you - actually sleep. generally, we just lie down and sleep without our notice.)
but this time, i know i am going to sleep. the sudden switch is heavenly. i am happily sleeping now..it is heavenly.
my hands are stretched...am slowing spreading my wings. my body is lifting up...and now my legs. am in the air. i am flying. the movement is heavenly...it is heavenly
i am moving now. in the middle of the clouds...a soft and swift movement....but there are small thumps and bumps....yet i dont care...i am moving...it is heavenly...
i can see the images of my mom...she is calling me and screaming at her pitch to wake me up...but i dont want to....i can still see her face...yet i am enjoying my flight....it is heavenly...
now i have taken a break from my journey...again lying still...relaxing like never...enjoying the blissful sleep...it is heavenly...
i can distantly hear some crowd yelling, shouting and talking aloud...it seems, they dont want me to sleep....i have no clue why they want me to wake up....i am in heaven and dont want to miss the joy...as the whole feeling is heavenly...
the rain is on its way...its pouring down....the drizzles softly touched my cheeks...it is heavenly...
as i am enjoying the rain...it became flood...the water is on my face...chill is running down my body...i dont like it..it is no more heavenly...
i slowly opened my eyes...i saw something different...is this the true heaven where i see differently coloured walls, strange faces, some are worried, some are saying "yes she is there"??? who are these people...its not my home...not my room...the faces are not similar...oh this is heaven...again it is heavenly...
now i am forced to open my eyes...it seems, all the people from hell want to see me...i opened my eyes...i dont know them...but now i can identify one face..its my mom...but why is she is crying? i want to get up...i cant move...my hands and legs are dead...something warm is coming out of my nose.... my head is banging me badly...i want to go back to sleep...and i lied down again....it is heavenly....
i dont know where i am...i only remember that i was on my bike and this car suddenly hit me from back...i flew a few feet...i fell down...this heavy thing called helmet is thrown away from my head....and i am lying flat on the ground...it was heavenly...

note- this happened to me 2 years ago...i am receiving messages like..how am i...thanks all..am perfectly alright...i thought i would share this small experience. thats all...

13 comments:

Unknown said...

Swats that was really marvelous. But in the end, is their any message that u want to say? I hope everything is fine.

jhansi papudesi said...

swati,

heavily... heavenly...:)
i like it.

Somal Thakore said...

Is this a different way of experiencing writing and expecting reactions ?
(Nobody would have typed ,in place of you in your blog ,what you could have blurted if this was real) ! !

regards

swathi's said...

@ ignited minds- there is no message. it happened to me 2 years ago. so i thought i would share my experience in a different way...am perfectly alright now :)

@jhansi- hey thanks :)

@ somal- as i mentioned, it happened to me 2 years ago. i thought of giving it a shot...well...i dont expect any kind of reactions in my blog..if someone reacts, i dont mind...but i am sans expectations...chill :)

Somal Thakore said...

I knew this was OLD...
just puzzled why you took this flight again?

Arpita said...

Hey Swathi,

As u know, i like to read yr blog, so i was reading this one too....i thought recently u met with an accident, i was about to call up you, poochne k lie ki kaisi ho, then thought ki poora par loon koi apne accident ke baare mein aise kyun likhe ga.Thank god u r well nothing happened to u, please take care when u r driving, u r good at driving but there are many who r not concious like u.
Though we dont talk frequently i care, and wish you good health and safe driving.
ARPITA.

Unknown said...

Nice way to write thing swat.

nuts n bolds said...

after so many nice writings !! nice way of putting its !! thought it happened nows !! hope u are fines.....
will jst say girl...u sure gotta way wth word and imbibing expressions and weaving feelings through them....at the starting must say did'nt get the feel right, but then half way down it struck the right cord....way to go dearie....kudos

swathi's said...

@ somal- really? thanks ya..

@ arpita- i know sweety...keep reading..

@ignited minds- hey thanks for the comments...this piece has been in my mind since a long time..it got a shape now..

@ nuts and bolds- hey ya...i am honoured..as long as i have readers like u..i shall keep posting..

Abhishek Sharma said...

Hi,
Heard about your blog from Aakash Vishnoi ... so read it and found that Aakash was right ... you do write beautiful blogs ... do carry on the good work.

Regards,
Abhishek

Yours Truly :) said...

Wow.... I actually thought u were trying to describe something good in the post till i came to the end. Nevertheless, I must say its a well written post. :)

love all vamsi said...

wow its heavenly..

Ramana KV said...

He he.. You seem to be finding happiness in the worst of the times :)