vday sans roses and cards

i have been sleeping the whole day...thanks to my illness which keeps me shut in my room for days together sometimes....in the evening-myself and my roomies relaised that it was vday and we went out...i mean crossed the road and checked some (same old) stuff and bought some biryani for our dinner....had a small .....and then slept....huh....another vday in my life sans roses...cards and what-so-ever...after finishing quarter century of my life....swatsssssssssssss..u r fit for nothing....

wait wait...before i end this one....i gotta tell u that i have beautiful girlfriends....and arps is one among them...so this is her gift for me....

http://wwwarpiblog-arpita.blogspot.com/2009/02/friendship-beautiful-gift.html

what else can i ask for....my vday is complete now..........

love u all....i know i cannot love only one person at a time...am not that selfish...hahaha

swimming blues

since my childhood i have always dreamt that 'i was getting drowned and suddenly i run my hands and legs and am floating and saved myself'....then after waking up i always told my dad that i swam in my dream and i now know how to swim....he used to throw that -u-kidddy- kinds of sarcastic smile and brush aside my dream project of non- learnt-swimming...

apparently...one fine day i slipped into a small lake and was saved by someone who actually knew how to swim.....that day i realised it was surely a dream and my dad was serious while he was laughing at me......well well well......

after few years.....i was rushing to my school on a rainy day and in a hurry to catch the bus i took the drainage canal route and as usual fell again into it......now please dont ask me how the experience was...i dint fall into a wine pool....i still feel nauseatic....huh....

then i decided to seriously learn how to swim and always dreamt of wearing those sexy outfits and swim in the blue waters while my drink was waited for me on the bay....

then came my flight journey from colombo where i had to cross the sea while flying....again again....i dint know how to swim and i was sure i  was going to become a potential breakfast for the sea animals for a couple of days, if my plane decides not to fly anymore....and atlast thanks the huge turbulance....the plane was shaking as a rollercoster and i almost had a heart-attack....u can read the experience here... (http://swatsblog.blogspot.com/2006/11/dhadaaam-in-flight.html)

i again decided to take up swimming classes after fainting down and getting up saga....

then came my phuket trip - where i was gearing up myself for snorkelling and the sea visit at phi-phi islands.....the green waters and colourful fish were quite tempting and despite of having a life jacket and save guards...i couldnot swim and apparently i had to go through the shallow waters like a frog- jumping here and there....mind u....i dint swim....but i managed to crawl and jump here and there in the waters.....huh.....

and now i have ample of time and i am, this time, damn serious about learning how to swim and took it as a challenge and bought a swim suit for myself nearly two months ago......wait wait....its not a three piece or seven piece or whatever...anyway am not going to tell what it is like....

my mom was equally excited about my decision to take up swimming classes and for two months she bugged me about me joining the sessions.......and dad, as usual, took it lightly as he knows that am a potential source of income for many gyms and yoga centers in the city where i pay the fee and never show my face....

finally last week, i rushed into this-all-ladies-pool and asked the trainer to teach me how to swim....well she was equally excited about it and took the classes immediately....

then came the moment when i actually went inside the water and realised the story is somewhat different....i could manage to stop breathing inside the water and float....thats it...

my roomy Ms R who also joined the classes with me is now finding the pool too short to swim across...i saw her transforming into a shark from a small fish or a larva of a frog....

and ME....am still floating and struggling to move my hands and legs....i forget to do either of them and being a virgo...i always knew i hated multitasking....

today i asked my trainer if i could swim with only one hand as i am forgetting to move my two legs while moving my two hands...she almost fainet and threw a dirty gaze at me and wondered how would i swim with one hand....then i gave her an option to play the music so that i feel relaxed and might swim....and there she went and played the first ever -swimming class -song for a student like me who is drowning in the floating sessions..and the song was...."bedardi baalma...tujhko...mera mann yaad karta hai"....i apparently fell inside the pool after listening to the song and thanks to my never ending long legs which saved me from hitting the floor....

she punished me and asked me to float again and practice how to flip my legs even while watching tv....now am doing that while writing this blog...

if i am alive and not drowned...i shall come up with another one...ciao

i love him....

i heard of him....and was curious to know what he is like..........

i saw him and felt -may be he was the kind of man i have been searching for........

i learnt about him and realised -my search ended........

that moment i realised - i love him.....more than anything...

whenever i see him....my heart beats faster......

i am bowled by his charisma.....i am stumped by his bravery......i am impressed by his life.....

i feel the gyrations whenever i see him......i know i love him....

i always stayed blank when people asked me who my favourite hero was......

now i have an answer....he is none other than...

SANDEEP UNNIKRISHNAN........

the real hero of our nation...he is still existing for me in this world...i think of him when i am low......he is the driving factor for many a youth....

SANDEEP...you always exist for us......

he is not a complan boy.....

ok..........i started new lease of life now....well i mean...meeting new people and trying to know and explore things....and the strange thing is most of them are mallus...haha....yeah our very own coconuttiessssssss from god's own heaven, kerala......

here i would like to say   loud   that of all the guys i met till date...mallus turned out to be the most charming.....my house owner who happens to be a mallu told me one day while we were chatting that "mallus are irressistable".....he is true....they are the most charming....intellectual....fun and talkative and i am damn impressed....

but here i do have a complaint...a very strong one............."arey yar..kerala mein and in short..mallu log COMPLAN nahi peete hai kya?????? sab itne handsome hai....smart hai...charismatic hai....and dashing hai...lekin their longest hair strand on their intelligent head comes below my chin......   huh............grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr mujhe bahut gussa aa raha hai....kya karna chahiye aise logo ko???????????"

Mr H who happens to be yet again another mallu  is as tall as me....he is so damn charming that i feel he is just.....wow......but alas....i have to put aside all my high heels and am surviving on my flats now.............

yar please kuch karo inka.....mere se kuch nahi ho sakta

am feeling sad sad sad.....

solitary state of mine

am surviving on my own....that doesnot mean that i have been depending on someone...but off-late i realised, i am left alone in this beautiful world....seldom do i get calls and my mobile balance stays Rs 2 for 2-3 days.....i am reading books...watching movies...and shopping for myself and yes am  enjoying this solitary state of mine....

strangely....am feeling all alone in this crowded world....may be everyone feels the same....

but am enjoying it.

what about you?

truth through my windowpane

i sit in my chair next to this huge windowpane sipping not-so-hot- tea and look at the huge building next to ours....many a handsome men come out and serve themselves with a cup of garmagaram chai and relieve themselves with the lil chimney clamped between their fingers..i always wonder whats its like inside that beautifully decorated building...whats beneath those colourful glass panes.....what is it like inside their minds...now the truth is unfold....it is unveiled and i know that the chai relishers are having it not because they r hungry...but because they want to relieve themselves from mounting pressures....the purpose of lighting up lil chimneys is unknown but the truth is now known to everyone...

i still dont believe what i see...coz i know it is not completely true...i always adored him and inspired by him in many ways..... he set trend for what we are now and left many footprints for good...

this is just a passing phase and i know the truth that is unfold and unveiled at its worst is not at all true...i pray for his wellbeing and all those who are under him....

the truth that i am talking about is "satyam's buzz", the building next to my windowpane is satyam hitech city office and the chai relishers are satyam emlpoyees...

i see them everyday and hopefully i will see them everyday....

not a good year till date..

2008 sped off unknowingly.....those 365 days were the most happy days of my life where in i was left with all the memories to cherish....and moments to relive...i call 2008 as year of relationships..where i met most memorable persons...some very interesting and some very impressive..i learnt lessons and taught many more..lol..my career took a rocket pace and i had special bonding with beautiful people. an eventful year it was...

now 2009 is ahead...and i strongly say it hasnot started off well...i call this year as break-up year..yes...i have seen my friends crying their hearts out since jan 1st....let it be in terms of love or friendship or family...everything is on rocks for all of my dear ones..including me...

i have gone through one of the worst days of my life in the start of this new year- where in i swore not to talk to few of my old friends...yes i dont call them my friends anymore....am hurt badly for many reasons and lost faith in many things...huh...may be everything happens for a reason..lol

hopefully...the year would end on good note...and my prayers for everyone on this earth......

have a happy year ahead...

tagged for good...lol

Nikhil (http://hyderabadipotta.blogspot.com/) tagged me in his blog and asked me to update... so here I go...check it out...

1. If your lover betrayed you what would your reaction be?

----> awww...meri billi mujhse meow???

2. If you could have one dream come true which one would it be?

----> I am totally in shape ..say like some super model...its truely a dream for me to lose that extra fat...huh

3. Whose butt would you like to kick?

----> any beautiful girl's who is being watched...

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?

----> go for beauty treatment and those costly cosmetic surgeries...lol

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

----> I am already in love with few of them...unable to control traffic...

6. Which is more blessed: loving someone or being loved by someone?

----> being loved..i can get more and more gifts..or else i need to buy for them..what ya say?

7. How long would you wait for someone you love?

----> not more than 15 min...am very impatient..

8. If the person you like is secretly attached, what would you do?

----> awwww....now i neednot worry and reveal my attachments...

9. If you could root for one social cause which one would it be?

----> eveteasing....i would totally remove it....

10. What takes you down the fastest?

----> acceleration due to gravity...

11. Change of quest..... What's your main Aim in life?

----> eat ..sleep...and wish for some cholorophyll in my body

12. What's your fear?

----> Losing all my teeth..my hair...

13. What kind of person(s) do you think the person who tagged you is/are?

-----> kinda dreamy person...

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married and poor?

----> single and rich....(i can always go out with whomever i like)

15. What is the first thing you do when you wake up?

----> sleep again...

16. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously who would you pick?

----> i would dump two of them and go for the third...

17. Would you give all in a relationship?

----> i dont think i have enough money to buy all

18. What's eating you now?

----> nothing can eat me in this world..am so tasteless...

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?

----> obviously SINGLE...which i am...

hehe..lot of fun....

now I tag

Chaitanya

Somal

Prash

Vikram

Arpita

fill it up...hehee

wish u all :)

hey all... happy new year....i have been so busy.... so busy.... so busy.... that i hardly had anytime to sit and write and wish you all....awwww..trust me....my gfs are in the town and as usual i had a blast on 31st night....my new year started off with an unforgettable moment with my close friends and i wish i have this happiness through out. ....and would also like to share this with everyone whom i know and whom i dont...

i wish everyone all the very best and hope to see and shower love throughout...

happy new year once again...

gharelu swats......

what is it like when you are too lazy to do anything..i have been ...since a month....situation made me jobless and i bet i had the best days of my life. thanks to the fast growing cholestrol in my body, i grew up few inches diametrically and lost a bit of unwanted tan...took care of my hair and skin which i never did in my life time...and added to these, i started cooking as well...guess what????? i started making desi rotis from those "continental" ones and now i manage to make them something nearer to circular (though u can find some angles here and there) and burn them with just small black polka like dots and not those usual black islands...which almost resemble craters caused by meteors and asteroids..see what an improvement...

and now i cook varieties of dal with different combis and almost all curries...and became an expert in rasam and sambar...my dad is appreciating me..thats enough lol...

apart from these, i am watching daily soaps......i dont remember any serial that i followed after jassi jaisi koi nahi..now i watch "utaran, jaane kya baat hui and baalika vadhu...and ofcourse nach baliye, chote ustaad, dancing queen, mtv roadies and some movies on HBO and telugu and hindi flicks...finishing the movies which i missed in life time...huh....i also got new spects with increased eye sight...now i look far more beautiful in the new black- grey frame...lol lol....

redecorated my house and became a maid in my own house..from feeding fish in the aquarium to cleaning the washroom and ceilings...i am doing everything.. (i never knew..half of the city's dirt is in our house) huh....and in the process discovered some new but dusted books which were covered by something called mud, sand and what not...so finished, chicken soup series, and everything happens for a reason and half of upanishad kalpatru...yeahh i am reading some spiritual stuff also..now i eyed on jane austen and reading sense and sensibility...leme finish this...

and guess what ???? i developed interest towards music...wait wait...not bollywood and telugu stuff...i am talking about angrezi and pardesi beats...yeah earlier i was just aware of brazilllll lallaall...and everynight in my dreams...now i listen to angrezi and also downloaded arabic, japanese, spanish, konkani music and enjoying every bit of it.. (for god's sake dont ask me to sing..)

now i call this as life...what else should i ask for...and hold on..i have something else to say...but not now.......wait and see.........lol....ok ok..let me get back to my hobby now...time to enjoyyyyyy.............byeeeee